Go Away.

I'm starting to turn into a hermit again.

I'm trying to go out and be all social and shit; but it's getting to be more and more of an effort. I have been getting more and more non-social and hermit-ish lately, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. I'm forcing myself to go out and do things with people, but more and more I just want to stay home and hide away from the world.

I do go gaming pretty regularly, but that's not really social. It's not really interacting with people much beyond the game itself. When I go to the club I find myself wanting to just sit by myself and read or something. I have to make a serious effort to talk to people. And sometimes it seems that the more I force myself to talk to people, the harder it is to do so. And this weekend, I spent the day hanging out with one of my closest friends, and the entire time I was half wanting to just come back home and hide.

I really don't want to end up doing the hermit thing again, but it's just getting so hard to cope. Last weekend I got so bad that I got a migraine from the stress of being around people.

The odd thing is that it seems to be a little easier to deal with people I don't know, or only know in passing. Except that that's only if i don't have to deal with them too long, or too closely; which I've never been comfortable with.

Not really sure what to do about this.