Reflections On a Life Badly Lived.

Due to some strange occurrences recently, I've had a bit of time to think back and reflect on my life and how I've lived it up to this point. The thing that hit me hardest is just how many people I've hurt, whether through thoughtlessness or selfishness. People I should have been a better friend to, a better example for. I wish that I could find a way that to make up for all the pain and damage that I've caused; but I know that's probably not possible. If I've hurt you in any way; I am sorry, and I hope that life provides me the opportunity to make some sort of reparations for all that I've done. Some of you in particular I've been particularly vile to, taken advantage of; because I've spent so much of my life thinking with my genitals instead of my brain. There is so much I wish I could take back, do over, make as if it never happened. But I can't, and I don't know any way to fix what I've broken.

I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say or do.